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Today I talk about the damage I have caused to people and for whatever reason, there is no good reason. I talk about what made me become an angry person who didn’t care about how I treated people and when did I finally decide that enough was enough and I had to hold myself accountable.
HIGHLIGHTS
“When you betray someone’s trust, that’s exactly what happens, is you have to start over. You have to try again. You have to understand that this time when you’re starting over, it’s kind of like—you’re kind of like when you’re lifting weights, you know, you’re lifting up that weight and you’re not getting stronger, you’re just keeping things at an even level, trying to make things normal. So, it’s kind of like that. Whenever you betray anyone, when it comes to addiction, when it comes to infidelity, when it comes to, you know, your temper, if someone gives you the chance, you have to meet them where they’re at, and that is one of the things that I missed the boat on for the last 10 years of my relationship.”
I think the real has been in the last five years where I’ve actually contemplated taking my life, and a lot of it is because it’s very difficult for me to live with the things I’ve done to other people. It’s been very difficult for me to look at myself in the mirror and say, hey, I like that guy. It’s been very difficult for me to just be able to put one foot in front of the other, fearing that I’m going to make another bad decision in my life, right. So, the question is, How do you do it? And the way you do it is, you have to just go, you have to move forward. Those two words, the two words that I’ve been taught that I live and die by, are begin again,
MICHAEL CASERNO 
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